Wednesdays..... Kind of long since I blogged. Hopefully no one sees this anymore or maybe forget about this. Especially him maybe?? Honestly, I didn't expect myself to really pi tuai. YR is nice. Like really nice. Treasures me the most among everyone else. Isn't that what I want?? But after 5 days, its like thats not what I want. Or maybe I'm just rush. 5 days happened a lot of things. I got to know many truth. Being back stabbed by my class, being spread rumours/gossip with things that are not truth. Why live in the life that you don't wanna lead?? Don't I really have a charater de mah?? I feel like I'm losing myself. Somehow, to the extend that I really don't know what I want. Ace said, Jacelyn you like him back?? You pa jiao arh?? And obvious my answer is no. But deep down, its a yes. Joey said. Everything happen for a reason and with a reason. Follow your heart. But following my heart is risky. What if it affects you?? You're in the best class. I'm in the second worse class. Still, I don't have 100% faith that we can last. Or maybe not even 1% bah. Like an ox, never once I learnt my lesson. Nadiah told me. If you like xxx but you can't put YR down, then you should go for xxx because you really love him. I know who you like. An NA girl right?? I don't wanna make you not focus on your studies. Plus, I think you really like her. Though I really do love you. Maybe I'm just saying it too early le bah. But still, I do hope you don't get affected. Maybe timing is really everything?? Can get over this in a few months?? Somehow, I feel like I thought everything through. First time I really don't wanna get into a relationship. Although I like someone. Well, hopefully tomorrow will be better bah.

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